I dont like who i am

Sometimes, i hate being me...

No one really knows me...

I dont like who i am...

I dont care what you think about me. I dont think about you at all. I pretend that i am happy everyday, I feel alone all the time. I touch the stars with my mind. I worry when i dont think im good enough. I cry when i am confused,. frustased, and .. desperated. I am shy and courageous.

Time changes people include me. So this is my life, and i want you to know that i am both "happy and sad". But i am still trying to figure out how that could be. I am tired of people who judge me without knowing my history .. my problems .. 

Now i wonder, what you think when you see me ??