Sabtu, 22 Oktober 2011

I trust GOD love me

I know, that God never sleep. So why i must scared of something? God always stay near me. he knows everything in me and he will never leave me.
When i pray and god does not answer quickly, i trust that delay does not meant denied. So, dont worry. God is always willing to help me. He never leaves me no matter how bad i am. It meant that i must keep smilling and always trust God love me

Jumat, 21 Oktober 2011

I dont like who i am

Sometimes, i hate being me...
No one really knows me...
I dont like who i am...

I dont care what you think about me. I dont think about you at all. I pretend that i am happy everyday, I feel alone all the time. I touch the stars with my mind. I worry when i dont think im good enough. I cry when i am confused,. frustased, and .. desperated. I am shy and courageous.

Time changes people include me. So this is my life, and i want you to know that i am both "happy and sad". But i am still trying to figure out how that could be. I am tired of people who judge me without knowing my history .. my problems .. 

Now i wonder, what you think when you see me ??

Sabtu, 08 Oktober 2011

I have 5 Fingers for a reason ...

Thumb: To show the world, im gonna be okay

Index finger: To pick out my dearest family members

Middle finger: For those bitches who push me too far

Ring finger: For that special guy when the time is right

Little finger: For my best friends and the promises i will never break