Best Things Curently

Warm showers on a cold day

Knowing that everything is going to be okay

Falling asleep to rain

Being trusted by a secret

The moment i put my head underwater on a hot day

When my hair is perfect

feeling pretty

Laughing so much it hurts

Late summer nights on the beach

Feeling the sun on my back

Being able to be my self and know im not getting judged

Those really simple things i Love

- When anyone text me first

- Singing in the shower and feeling like i should be famous by now

- Those fiery red sunsets, i want to go out with  a bang like that too

- Those smiles you give your friends when they are around me 

- Amazing books and movie

- Uncontrollable laughter

- Those late night talk you have with your friends where everything just comes out naturally and you know they will never tell a soul

- Dancing in the rain

- Could old couple that you know have been together forever

- The warm feeling you get when someone says "you just made my day" !!

- Smiling in the faces of those who hurt you

- The smell of chocolate on a rainy morning

- The days when all my friends are in good mood and we dont care what anyone thinks of us because we're having fun

Kita teman .. dan tidak mesra!!

No Love .. No lust .. Just learning each other . 

Especially, i learn a lot from him. He teach me how to have brain like him.

he is clever, smart, genius, intelligent, educated, and always make me envy because he knows everything. Same in one Majoring International Relation, same in the class and always one team in discussion or presentation. But i got my bachelor degree first than him. hahaha

same hate politic in our country, same have dream touch down outside Indonesia for get some experience in overseas. But damn, he leaves this hell first than me.

Yup, he is Fahad Alamri, my best friend in university. 

Universitas Nasional Tepatnya.

  

Now, what you think when you see us??

I trust GOD love me

I know, that God never sleep. So why i must scared of something? God always stay near me. he knows everything in me and he will never leave me.
When i pray and god does not answer quickly, i trust that delay does not meant denied. So, dont worry. God is always willing to help me. He never leaves me no matter how bad i am. It meant that i must keep smilling and always trust God love me

I dont like who i am

Sometimes, i hate being me...

No one really knows me...

I dont like who i am...

I dont care what you think about me. I dont think about you at all. I pretend that i am happy everyday, I feel alone all the time. I touch the stars with my mind. I worry when i dont think im good enough. I cry when i am confused,. frustased, and .. desperated. I am shy and courageous.

Time changes people include me. So this is my life, and i want you to know that i am both "happy and sad". But i am still trying to figure out how that could be. I am tired of people who judge me without knowing my history .. my problems .. 

Now i wonder, what you think when you see me ??