Dear ayah ,

I may love a lot of man in my life.
Someday in the future, i'll get married to someone out there, but in the end let me remind you that no matter what happen, you will always be the best guy for me.

If someday i meet a prince and get married with him, u always be my king
I love you till forever ends

Happy Valentine

When i saw you i liked you

When i liked you i loved you

When I loved you i lost you

1 universe .. 8 planets .. 204 countries .. 809 islands .. 7 seas .. 6 billion people .. and im still single

it because ..  until now ..

I still love you without knowing how, why, or even from where

When i say i miss you .. it mean i love you enough to want you here with me again!!

Aku baik - baik sajaaaa ... !!

He was already stupid enough to walk out on me, so I must be smart enough to let him go

Although hard, i should not cry for a man who left me, because god told me that the next one will knock my heart for my smile.

So im not worrying about finding the right man, i just try be happy as I'am because i'am the right woman.

I'm not saying i'm perfect, i just saying that I'm worth it.

Im not be a woman that needs a man, but i will be the woman a man needs.

I wish somebody there a prince love me without restriction, trust me without fear, want me without demand, and accept me for who i am.

This is what im feeling ...

Princess Miaouw

Teruntuk kamu yang tersayang ..

Dear sayang ..
Maaf kan aku ..

Sekarang aku hanyalah kenangan untukmu ..
dan hanya kamu yang dapat menentukan apakah aku kenangan yang indah atau tidak,
Mungkin tuhan belum mengizinkan kita untuk mempersatukan hati dan perasaan kita,
Karena mungkin, aku hanyalah masalah bagimu

Aku tidak mau menggangmu dan melemahkan kepak sayapmu
Aku tidak mau menghancurkan mimpi2 dan menggeser prinsip2 dalam hidupmu
Aku tidak bisa memahami bagaimana cara menunjukkan padamu
Aku cuma ingin menjadi yang terbaik untukmu

Aku berusaha untuk mengenalmu lebih dari dirimu sendiri,
Aku berusaha untuk mencintaimu lebih dari mencintai diriku sendiri,
Jadi, maaf kan aku ...
Aku hanya ingin kamu tetap menjadi dirimu yang ku kenal dulu
Karena itulah yang terbaik dari dirimu.

Semoga, saat kamu mengenalku "Hidupmu jadi lebih baik, bukan sebaliknya"

Aku selalu berusaha untuk mengerti kamu,
dan selalu berdoa serta memikirkanmu disetiap detik hari2ku.

Aku menyangimu, sangat sayang padamu
tapi mungkin, bukan saat ini "kamu miliki aku, dan aku miliki kamu".

Maafkan aku
dan terima kasih telah berusaha untuk menyayangiku.

What is the meaning of 24 years old??

I was born at December of 24, 1986

And now im 24 years old. 

Well., this is what im feeling being 24!!

• 24 years old it meant --> Im not young again. But.. not yet be old.
• 24 years old it meant --> Hmm i think now im begin be a woman.
• 24 years old it meant --> Im not child again, but i already be adult. OH NO!!
• 24 years old it meant --> Not how difficult it becomes an adult. But.. it so difficult when they said that i must be  adult!!
• 24 years old it meant --> I miss my time when i was still kid. No broken heart, no painful tears. Only a woonded knee from a bicycle accident.
• 24 years old ----------> After i finished my bachelor degree of Social and Political Science last year, bolak balik looking for a good job. Hmm.. better job. Finally, i got it!! Since November 2010 im working at advertising company. I try for love my job. Bismillah. I hope this office is better.
• 24 years old it meant --> I learn a lot of things in my life yesterday as long as 23 years. Where now im trying to enjoying my live while i can, and making many plans for tomorrow. Certainly, the most important thing is not to stop questioning and learn more a lot of than before. Karena hidup adalah perjuangan. hahaha.
• 24 years old it meant --> Should be much better change in my life and especially start from my self.
• 24 years old it meant --> Always be my self "Lamia Sari Putri".. Do what i can, with what i have, where i am. 

Well.. this is what im feeling. What ever i am, 24 years old i must always be a good person.